So, i'm going to write on here everything i want to achieve in the next year and why. I'm hoping that by writing on here why i want to do these things, it will maintain my enthusiasm to achieve it.
*First things first, get fit. I don't want to lose weight (if i did i wouldn't exist anymore. I just think that i may as well try and keep myself healthy in at least one way, a way to sort of counter-act the abuse i put my body through on a daily basis with the smoking and what not. Also, due to my low iron count, i should really start looking after my body. By the end of august i will touch my toes (big dreams huh? haha) but i have never been able to. And by the end of the year, be able to do circuits without the pain the next day
*Cut down on the smoking. 5 a day to start with. I know once i get back to uni this wont happen, so while i'm away i may as well try.
*Get a job in Leicester. For the obvious reasoning of needing the cash
*When i get back to uni, don't sit around on my ass all day every day. Get up at a decent hour, go to my lectures, get my homework done asap, go to work, go to the gym. Generally occupy my time rather than being a lazy slob. I'll feel so much better about myself at the end of every day if i do this. Maybe create a weekly plan, and stick to it.
Those were things to keep me physically and psychologically happy, but i also want to achieve something that people can see, i want to do something for me to make myself proud, anyone can do anything if they set their minds to it. and i really believe that, so i want to do things that prove this to myself:
*Learn to ride a motorbike. This is totally going to happen. I'll do whatever it takes, my motivation for this is the chance to be able to go to track days etc and race. I can't think of anything better than that to be able to achieve.
*Learn a language. Maybe not fluently, not yet anyway, but learn it just to have that skill. I've decided on spanish, as i sort of picked it up quite easily when i was there recently. And i really like how i love you sounds in it. Te amo. Sexy huh?
I'm going to come back to this blog entry in 6 months and see what i've actually done, and write a new entry saying what i have managed to achieve.
Peace
About Me
- Janine
- Female. 19. Caucasian. Blonde. Blue Eyes. Petite. I'm currently at the beginning stages of turning my life around and trying to achieve something that makes me proud. I'm Generally a very optimistic person and find the light at the end of every tunnel. I refuse to be knocked down by other people, instead i stand up tall ready for the next beating. This has been very difficult to do recently, but i'm working on it.
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